Continued from previous Papar trip. In a hurry now, reached KK (Kota Kinabalu) and my home junction in less than an hour and only then I realized, the house gate remote control key left with my sister. Apalah!!! I could not go back just for this remote. Then I remember, aha - wife has the other copy. Sadly, I keep calling her but no answer. She must be really busy, in a meeting or something that after few of calls left unanswered.

Yeah, lets go to Papar! I could not remember when is the last time I was in Papar. I used to stay in Riverfield Village for 6 months. Oh ya, Riverfield is actually Kg. Sungai Padang in Malay . My sister’s place actually.

Anyway, after sending wife to work, I surprised Josh saying,

“Josh, follow Papa to Koh Koh Effie’s house ok. We go change car. Papa’s blue car.”
“Really Papa. O’rite.”
“Papa, go take Papa own car?”
“Yes, Josh. Follow Papa ok?”
“Oke.”
He was so happy that I did not let him stay with my auntie with the twins. He hates us for working and leaving them behind there. So sad. Sometimes have to force him to be behind the door and close it immediately. So sad but have to.

Yeah. I become pig lazy now or shall I say big Boa phyton snake lazy. You know, like the snake after it swallow some big animal or sometimes stupidly swallowed non-living thing, they go into this lazy mode. they just could not move. Stagnant.

Like me now. Other than the office work (now I remember, minutes not yet made), I just sit in front of my laptop, open multiple window, firefox with multiple tabs open, reading others’ posting, sometimes to click the comment also so lazy even though I know I have to. The spreadsheet for my weekdays report also half way done. My drafts in this blog getting so many - typed halfway. All these, most of the time do you know why?

Yes, I love him, my son and not other Josh in the world. He is my son Josh Luke Joneh. To other Josh in the world, thanks for visiting here. You must be wondering what this guy talking about right?

Well, I just have to make a record in this blog that I love him. So next time, I never know, maybe he decided to peek at his Papa’s blog and search on his name, he will find this and know that I love him very much after all. Maybe he will cry or maybe he will curse me for exposing everything. Hahaha.

Believe it or not, this is a retyped post made at around 3-4pm just now but somehow lost in the cyber space. I have to put back with the same title aka permalink to make everything work as it is. I cannot even retrieved a single word though Google cache the link but all lead to my 404 page.