I don’t know why but I am really nervous now. It is the first holiday for my son Josh. It is also the first time we really going to enjoy ourselves. I hope so.

Less than 10 hours from now, I think I already up to go to the airport. I am not sure I can sleep at all. My clothes not yet packed. Wife helped me on that but you know me, I either always forget to bring important things to me or i carry too many. I wish there are some kind of luggage sets that caters to all my needs, wife and Josh’s.

I know I will be bringing my new laptop not for my usage (well a bit lah ) but mostly for Josh usage. Especially in the airplane. With new Windows 7 Ultimate installed, finding the right software drivers and setting for Josh’s game took quite a bit of my nite time. Hahaha.

Anyway, yes. I can’t wait for the holiday to start but in the same time, NERVOUS GILA NI. Hope everything goes smoothly. I hope Josh enjoying much there and hope my twins back home are having fun too. I, we, definitely gonna miss them. Josh already asking many times why we’re not bringing his “adik”. Well, to my son Josh, because they still young. They won’t remember anything after the holiday. Furthermore, having all of you there with just Mommy and Papa are just too much to handle and at the end, no holiday enjoyed. Unlike having just you Josh and you can remember all this after the holiday. So that’s why my son. sob sob.. missing twins already.

Don’t worry my Twins, Preston and Presley. The next one will definitely be all of us. All Five of US. Hand in hand.

Ya lah. Holiday is coming up but i still have to do it. Do what? the cleaning part of my house. Sigh. Never stop one.

Well not complaining. Just bursting out the frustration, the tiredness out of my body and the never ending story of this all. You know what.. living on a grounded property has its pro and cons. Of course most of the time and especially during the decision making on the purchase, only the Pros came out. That’s positive thinking right
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Kids, wife, parents and probably my brothers and sisters – they all may get something for this coming Christmas. Most of them get it BUT WHAT ABOUT ME? I ALSO WANT YOU KNOW!

Waaaah. After typing that, I sounded real angry!! As if I never get anything on Xmas. Hahaha. Naaah. I just kidding. I mean I do want something but not that serious lah.

I do not wish for it, but if wife gives me this Wii, I will accept it with open arms. She probably gonna get a few kisses here and there

Well, not only from wife, I do wish from my brothers and sisters will give me something that I really like. I usually did not get anything “INTERESTING”. I am not talking to my wife here, of course. Actually she can be excused from giving me anything [she usually never fails to surprise me that's why I love her so much].

I wish my brothers and or sisters will gang up and give me the thing I really love – hear this, Radio Control Rock Crawler with 2.4Ghz Controller. There, I said it. Go do the research and get it for me. I will forever love you all. I mean real love .

Hahahahahahahahahaha. Oh ya, if you guys cannot afford that, you can always buy the cheaper PS3. I forgive u.

Alamak. Christmas is coming and it’s coming sooner than I expected. I am not ready with monies yet!!!! Haaaaaaaa …. wait wait wait.

Other than the normal atmosphere during Christmas, especially for Christians, for me, it also means more money out than coming in. Present present presents. With the additional mouth at home, means I am more poorer than last years. Kids, toys for sure.

What about unique gifts for her??

This is the ultimate dilemma for me. I know for sure when I can afford the diamond, I know I have no worries. But but but, I know also she much more prefers I use the money for something lesser expensive and much meaningful to her. But what???? Don’t tell me flowers? Shoes? Make ups?

OR

Another nite that she going to remember for the rest of another nine months??? [yaikkkssss ]

Hahaha. I do not know why I chose that title but I do feel each of them now. I am anxious about our first vacation with Josh. I am nervous and keep thinking about our days with Josh outside there. Hope everything goes smoothly.

4 more days. Really nervous but in the same time, can’t wait to see how Josh react with all this. I know he likes to be in the Airport. I know he likes to wear clothes for the occasion – you know, when going out. He is ready for sure. Well, the first test will be in the airplane, flying a few thousands feet for at least 2 hours. Hope he stays calm and does not act his usual “monkeyness”. Hahaha.

Oh well, I do not know about this Outer Banks beach rentals but if this is here, I am sure want to try with my wife … and probably with Josh and the Twins, Preston and Presley too. Should be fun. Should be. [I am calming myself now ... breath in, breath out slooowwwlyyy].

Every day and every spare time is either just for the kids or the house. Never Ending storyyyyy…. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

This is my complain and imagine wife’s one. I wish we have maid but that’s totally out of question. I don’t trust any of them, period.

What to do, all this dirty messy things left just for us to exercise ourselves. There is no easy way to teach the kids to stop messing everything, nope; And also what about the bugs, ants, rats, cats and you guess what else, passing by our house without leaving anything clean behind. Sigh. It is no one time doing all this. Nope. It is the least every 2 days doing them away.

I wish there is one single magic item that can cleanse or arrange all these and stays like that. Family life without maid will be much easier. I thought my office work and shift made me crazy but this is way over the top. I do enjoy it if for the home improvement kind of thing – beautifying process. But not like doing the same thing over and over again.

Man, life as parents is sure a tough one. I wonder if this Anilox roll cleaner can be any help in our attempt to clean the house??? I totally no idea what is it. I heard it’s for the office or warehouse thing. But I may be wrong. Well, whatever it is I hope it doesn’t interfere with my job in hand.

So tiring do this cleaning thing. You wanted to surrender also cannot. Cissss.

I just can’t wait. I need a break from my boring work. I totally need a break from everything happening here … in KK Sabah. I wanna go elsewhere … just for awhile. Let’s go holiday!!!

Let me count the day first. 1,2,3,4,5,6,7he,8,9,10 more days!!! I can’t wait. To be honest, for me, life without holiday with family and my radio control race is like living in the old folks home. Better just die. So boring. Ya bah.

I have so many holiday wishes, one of them is of course going to Florida and the other is one of the orlando vacations. They have so many great places there. Sigh. I wish one day I’ll be there – soon ok.

Oh ya, another thing, trying to ignore the FB games. They are so addictive. I blame it on my radio control break. There is no damn race happening till end of this year. But, if everything goes well, I will probably go to Penang and Australia for my rc buggy race next year. Till then, Genting will do for my son Josh now.

hahaha. Just want to update this non-FB thing. I am only one week older than my real birth date and I feel good!!!!

okay thats all.

Oh ya, 15 more days to Josh’s 1st school holiday vacation. We can’t wait for it. I am already to excited for him. Hate it but what to do, we going aboard the Air Asia for this trip. Wish it just smooth and Josh won’t act as his usual. You never know with him. I just hope he doesn’t ask to play outside the plane!!!!!

Hahaha.