I don’t know why but I am really nervous now. It is the first holiday for my son Josh. It is also the first time we really going to enjoy ourselves. I hope so.

Less than 10 hours from now, I think I already up to go to the airport. I am not sure I can sleep at all. My clothes not yet packed. Wife helped me on that but you know me, I either always forget to bring important things to me or i carry too many. I wish there are some kind of luggage sets that caters to all my needs, wife and Josh’s.

I know I will be bringing my new laptop not for my usage (well a bit lah ) but mostly for Josh usage. Especially in the airplane. With new Windows 7 Ultimate installed, finding the right software drivers and setting for Josh’s game took quite a bit of my nite time. Hahaha.

Anyway, yes. I can’t wait for the holiday to start but in the same time, NERVOUS GILA NI. Hope everything goes smoothly. I hope Josh enjoying much there and hope my twins back home are having fun too. I, we, definitely gonna miss them. Josh already asking many times why we’re not bringing his “adik”. Well, to my son Josh, because they still young. They won’t remember anything after the holiday. Furthermore, having all of you there with just Mommy and Papa are just too much to handle and at the end, no holiday enjoyed. Unlike having just you Josh and you can remember all this after the holiday. So that’s why my son. sob sob.. missing twins already.

Don’t worry my Twins, Preston and Presley. The next one will definitely be all of us. All Five of US. Hand in hand.

Ya lah. Holiday is coming up but i still have to do it. Do what? the cleaning part of my house. Sigh. Never stop one.

Well not complaining. Just bursting out the frustration, the tiredness out of my body and the never ending story of this all. You know what.. living on a grounded property has its pro and cons. Of course most of the time and especially during the decision making on the purchase, only the Pros came out. That’s positive thinking right
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Kids, wife, parents and probably my brothers and sisters – they all may get something for this coming Christmas. Most of them get it BUT WHAT ABOUT ME? I ALSO WANT YOU KNOW!

Waaaah. After typing that, I sounded real angry!! As if I never get anything on Xmas. Hahaha. Naaah. I just kidding. I mean I do want something but not that serious lah.

I do not wish for it, but if wife gives me this Wii, I will accept it with open arms. She probably gonna get a few kisses here and there

Well, not only from wife, I do wish from my brothers and sisters will give me something that I really like. I usually did not get anything “INTERESTING”. I am not talking to my wife here, of course. Actually she can be excused from giving me anything [she usually never fails to surprise me that's why I love her so much].

I wish my brothers and or sisters will gang up and give me the thing I really love – hear this, Radio Control Rock Crawler with 2.4Ghz Controller. There, I said it. Go do the research and get it for me. I will forever love you all. I mean real love .

Hahahahahahahahahaha. Oh ya, if you guys cannot afford that, you can always buy the cheaper PS3. I forgive u.

Alamak. Christmas is coming and it’s coming sooner than I expected. I am not ready with monies yet!!!! Haaaaaaaa …. wait wait wait.

Other than the normal atmosphere during Christmas, especially for Christians, for me, it also means more money out than coming in. Present present presents. With the additional mouth at home, means I am more poorer than last years. Kids, toys for sure.

What about unique gifts for her??

This is the ultimate dilemma for me. I know for sure when I can afford the diamond, I know I have no worries. But but but, I know also she much more prefers I use the money for something lesser expensive and much meaningful to her. But what???? Don’t tell me flowers? Shoes? Make ups?

OR

Another nite that she going to remember for the rest of another nine months??? [yaikkkssss ]

Hahaha. I do not know why I chose that title but I do feel each of them now. I am anxious about our first vacation with Josh. I am nervous and keep thinking about our days with Josh outside there. Hope everything goes smoothly.

4 more days. Really nervous but in the same time, can’t wait to see how Josh react with all this. I know he likes to be in the Airport. I know he likes to wear clothes for the occasion – you know, when going out. He is ready for sure. Well, the first test will be in the airplane, flying a few thousands feet for at least 2 hours. Hope he stays calm and does not act his usual “monkeyness”. Hahaha.

Oh well, I do not know about this Outer Banks beach rentals but if this is here, I am sure want to try with my wife … and probably with Josh and the Twins, Preston and Presley too. Should be fun. Should be. [I am calming myself now ... breath in, breath out slooowwwlyyy].