When I’m on a roll, I can’t stop typing things down. I don’t care about the grammar, the spelling, whatever. Coz for me, once you do that, it interrupt the flow of the thoughts. There, few words beyond me.

When you all alone at home, you wish everyone at home with you. I wish my wife with me now. If I have to say this, I miss her. Miss being alone with her. Those were the days eh?

Now with kids, I wish them here too. Not to cause mess around the house, but just want to hear their voices, their callings, “Papa, papa, papa!”. Sigh. I miss them already. But as I shared in the previous post, I am on leave, supposed to be sleeping now, resting. So, of course the kids have to stay with their auntie for awhile. After all, I need to go to work again this 6pm. My goodness, so many things to do .. even resting is the thing I have to do.. and its quite hard when your mind is still busy. Thinking on the future what it holds for you. Thinking about the kids … etc etc.

You guys have any idea what am I supposed to do about this youthology reviews??? Guess what, I am so blank now. the things you have to do to make a living, really pathetic.

I am so jealous with people that can wake up late, nothing to worry.. can go breakfast at 10am and still can go take a nap at 3pm and continue every day like that. AND still got money to treat us drinks. I just said jealous, but I really do not want to live like that. I prefer being happy with what I have earned by myself and I can spend it with my family and friends. All FOC. All on me. All giving out!!

Now that’s what I want. The feelings of giving out is the best feeling.. so far for me. Just being able to donate to your local church is already awesome feelings inside of me. You just imagine you can just give away RM5,000 to your church just like that? How do you feel? Imagine you can just give away RM100 to the beggar without any remorse. it feels good I tell you.

Oh well, I am still all alone now. Maybe I have typed so fast, the clock still shows just past 15 minutes from the time I started. Still long way to go to be able to see my wife and kids. Come on!!!!!!!!!!