Yep, the rain stop raining now. I look outside and I feel like I’m in the morning. Just a big of light but gloomy and wet and cold. I LIKE IT~!!

Oh ya, top be continued … about that thinking of getting big. Yep, I do feel like going to gym again. I said again because I used to go to Likas Sport Complex gym. I used to be bigger than my friend. I used to eat at least 2 and half plate of rice and I did eat egg whole raw … like break it and just pour into my mouth!!!! Nice eh?

Well, those were the days – when I was still schooling. Got this frog leg they said. Haha. You know why? Just look at all the bodybuilders’ leg, pretty muscular right? Well, used to have this muscular legs and somehow not balance with the overall look of me. Hahaha. I am short, so that is why, not balance. Hahaha.

Anyway, maybe that is why I do not need this stuff, the hgh releasers. This is the high growth hormone stuff that “helps” you to get bigger – without mentioning the scientific terms lah.

I think If I am serious to get big, I think I can just go to the gym or better just buy those workout station and just follow the workout programs from the many magazines. I think it should be enough. Need more protein and Carbohydrate to get big. Not fat ok.. just big – go wider. Haha – especially the upper body… hmm maybe I should start.

thinking … thinking …. to be continued again… my boss calls me!!!