I can’t write much but totally not a good feeling to start the day. I just cannot get rid the teacher’s comments on my JoshLuke behaviour and is this normal to everyone?

Sigh. Only on 4th day. Sigh. I noticed one new grey hair ‘popping’ on my head. Suffocating the minority of the black. Sigh. I already imagine when my Twins’ time to go to school. I probably die young like this. Sigh.

I’m totally speechless. Wife just told me, she keep vomiting this morning. When asked, she said she felt what’s the word for it, “loyah”, the feeling of wanting to vomit. Cannot be mah right. Oh no! Not again.

I could not and still cannot now say any more words. I’m totally speechless just thinking about it. NOT AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN……………… NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

** nasib German menang isk isk isk … but still … uuuwaaaaahhhhh