I just want to type my mind here… I am worry!

Naah kan. I am worry indeed. Touchwood, if anything happen to me, like … wish not to say here.. bad luck that. But if anything that bad luck happen to me, I am really worry about my family – my loving wife, my son Josh Luke, my Twins Preston and Presley. I am really worry about their welfare. I have nothing to give them. I have nothing to leave behind for them. Nothing.

Yes I am worry. I just need to let this out before I gone crazy just thinking about it. What should I do, what should I do!!

Arggghhhhh. To make things worst, I am no younger any more. I pray have long life and happiness with my family. I want to leave behind something that my family proud of.

Tension and worry. Wrinkles all over. Not good!

As a father, I have many responsibilities to my family. Especially for the kids. Especially when they are sick.

Touchwood, I seldom got sick. Thanks to GOD for that. I believe the growing up process I gone through during my childhood, right up to now. I thank my parents for that. So now, when my kids are sick, especially the little Twins, Preston and Presley, I am really worry. You know, they are still small. Their bodies still not used to all this bacterias, viruses whatever the right terms for them. They are very active kids. They jumping here and there. They make your life miserable in term of messing up all the furniture and expensive stuffs in the house. They just could not sit still. On the other hands, you used to it and you are happy knowing they are healthy and full of energy.

BUT, seeing them just sitting down there or laying on their pillows watching their favorite cartoons without a word or a movement, you bet, I AM WORRY. Sometimes to the point of panic if they just looking at the blank space on the wall, not moving … it is like they are in “The Zone”.. you know.

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Hahaha. Nice title but I think it’s true. At least for me. You’ve read my previous post, the Morning Tension and this is what happen when you just have to do it – for myself, for my family happiness and of course to the entire Taman safety. Hahaha.

There. All the stuffs that needed to make this “project” a successful one. Hahaha. Lotsa pictures here. If you click “click to read more…” link below, be prepared to download big pictures. Read the rest of this entry »

What else to do other than watching Astro, the Olympic Games and repeat of Liverpool beating Middlesbrough. Yep that is today Sunday in the office! So boringggggggggggggg.

I should be at home playing computer games with myJosh and trying to make friends with my Twins Preston and Presley. Probably can make my wife happy by washing a few dishes and probably cut the long grass outside too. Damn, I should be at home now!

Here a candid picture shot by my better half on the way to work. Yes, I’m wearing it now to the office

Whatever it is.. Liverpool won 2- 1 vs Middlesbrough Hahahahaha! Steven Gerrard Saves Liverpool once again! As always. Another Gerrard T-shirt for me! Hooray!!

Happy bah saya! At last it’s raining here in Penampang. Well at least it’s raining enough to pour water on my flowers, plants and grass. It’s like the old time where we keep waiting for the rain so our Padi will grow handsomely. Praise The Lord, I feel a little bit cold now.

It has been one damn hot month here. Switching all the fans, up there, side there and even use my spare small computer fans cannot help in the cooling of my house. Night time, full 1.5 horse power LG with Plasma on and the fan at full speed, like it’s going to fly away, still could not help. We still feel the heat. Blardy hell.

However, finally, the rain drops without warning this afternoon. I was almost caught without my clothes on when I ran outside to save my off day worth of laundry. Phhhewwww, lucky all the clothes, comforter and babies’ stuff saved with only minor water injury on the sleeves. Hahahaha. See, I have a bad English and do you think I care? Ha!

Even this guys, the Chicago personal injury lawyers cannot help me if I fall from the stairs running down with few big steps, like 4 steps with one big leap. If I fall, no one will know. I’m Home Alone now. So peaceful and so cool now. The after rain temperature. Just nice. I can just go “telanjang” and no one knows.. Hahahahaha. [wife, relax. I still have my boxer! ]

The things I had to do to see my kids smiling faces, reminds me of how tough it was for my parents with 6 children – no maid and both working. I just cannot complain.

These are some of the creation my wife made. She is much better than me when comes to graphics, arts or whatever in that nature. I just know how to drink and drive my radio control car. Hahaha. Just being honest to myself

Just looking at this pictures makes me feel all worth it staying in the office, still working this Saturday, at this 730pm (time of writing), while they all at home waiting for me. It won’t be long I tell you. I will one day soon step out of this job and be the boss of my own destiny. That time, spending more time with family and with my passion of Radio Control Racing. Life can be good I’m sure of it.