What? What? What did i find?

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Yep, the rain stop raining now. I look outside and I feel like I’m in the morning. Just a big of light but gloomy and wet and cold. I LIKE IT~!!

Oh ya, top be continued … about that thinking of getting big. Yep, I do feel like going to gym again. I said again because I used to go to Likas Sport Complex gym. I used to be bigger than my friend. I used to eat at least 2 and half plate of rice and I did eat egg whole raw … like break it and just pour into my mouth!!!! Nice eh?

Well, those were the days – when I was still schooling. Got this frog leg they said. Haha. You know why? Just look at all the bodybuilders’ leg, pretty muscular right? Well, used to have this muscular legs and somehow not balance with the overall look of me. Hahaha. I am short, so that is why, not balance. Hahaha.

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Today at work got nothing to do except I have to be online all the time. It is my job to go online you know ; And yes, it is raining now. Nice cool feeling

Ok let start the rambling. Just to say in front, I definitely do not need this adipex! I am not even big to start with!! Gosssh. I wish I am bigger than now … so at least people won’t look down on me. In fact, I take that back. I just wish I am healthy and fit as now or probably as my wife’s wish that a bit smaller on the width at the middle section – [she wants me to "trim" my perut buncit bah]. Hahaha.

I do not know why recently I feel so small?!? When the mind set, I could go crazy lift all the dumbbells and extra push up etc etc so I look much bigger, a big bulkier .. I don’t know whats the term.

Funny thing is, when I went outstation and meet my other side of friends there, I am actually not that small!! In fact, I am one of the bigger guy??!!! Hmm… maybe it is just me, eh?

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Do I need to look good again?? Interesting question to answer not only for the reader but even for myself. haha.

When I am in the mood to write, I just type whatever come out from my head now. This thing came out of nowhere and it is kind of disturbing me. Do I need to look good again? I have married. I have kids. Beautiful, handsome, hyper active kids. Obviously, I chose the best girl for me, my wife. So, do I still need to look good again?
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With Stress, headache and the rest of sickening feelings, I still want to know how to grow big?

Gosh, so confusing when I am in stress mode. So many things to do, so little time. Not to mention, so weak the body. The mind is tired and I still want to know how to grow big? Am I that small? Am I that thin? I am not sure now. I just found out from close friends, of their friends who are bigger in size, that a few of them other than came from bigger size people, use some kind of pills to look bigger. Wow? What is this, pills??
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What stress can do to you? Well, it can make you become like one of the crazy person. “Jadi orang gila lah” in Malay.

Yes, I am almost like that person. Stress of my working shift. Stress from my project. Stress of not enough money. Why always, the days are many while the money is short??? For the many years I have been working under this same company and do not remember how many times I said to myself, I am going to quit next 3 months. yeah, so many times, I lost count already. People will not believe if I say, I always pokai one, no saving. Pathetic life eh. Well, just for you, it’s true.
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Yeah raining. heavily. Almost every other day. I like it. But why the question mark?

Well, after the long hot days, raining should be the happiest moment. Well, it is but when the rain comes in one big bucket, there is sure a problem here and there. Flood and landslide are a few of them. Not to mention what rain could do to my poor furniture outside. Even with the protective coating, if the rain keep coming and in big amount, needless to say, your outdoor furniture will suffer.

So to mr. rain, if you want to come, please do not come in one big team. Enough just to wet the grass, my plants, the road, the roof, okay

My car. My real 1:1 scale car. I think overdue for 2 months already. Haha. No time and honestly speaking, not enough money to bring it to service.

Talking about my car, I never stop thinking about my rc buggy, truggy and trucks. They are more fun to talk about. I don’t know about others, I can honestly said, my rc is my second after my family. Well, sometimes wife thought it is the first priority. Hahaha. I do not blame her. I do quite carried away sometimes. Hahaha.

THAT IS WHY I LOVE MY WIFE!!!!

Anyway (after wiping tears under my eyes), whenever possible, when comes to your car, especially when you carry your family often in it, do have a look at the high risk auto insurance. It could come handy IF ANYTHING BAD HAPPENED.

So, to me .. get the car serviced. ok ok ok.