Apa pulak ni (What is this?!). My off day yesterday but I was so ill, sakit, pening-pening (dizzy) and muntah(puke) some more. I thought I gonna die already. I even dreamed of being buried alive! Apa ni semua????

Is this the sign? Is it my time already? I remembered, I was sweating cold. I remembered my wife’s smiling face appeared but fading at the same time. I can see my Josh playing his favorite online game at the computer and kept calling me “Papa, papa, come here. MyJosh show you.” But he also faded away. I called them but they just ignored me. I saw the twins too. They did not recognized me. What is this, man!!??!?

I was and am so confused. I told wife about it. She said to me, with a a serious look, “Don’t scare me , dear!”