I am tired now but I cannot sleep. The mind still wandering around. So many things happening that need some kind of solution. Need a break. Need it real soon. I cannot sleep!!!

Lucky I have this blog to type away my a few of my problem, hopefully. I believe in letting them all out, the stress and tension I mean. Not to mention, I am getting fat now. Wife said, I’m getting round now. Not the face but my tummy. The face is quite bad though. With all the wrinkles, pimples here and there. Don’t say about the grey hairs – this even worse. But I live and I am still trying to think and behave positive.

If you have nothing to lose because you already lose anyway, you can find so many solutions out there – in the net. Read the rest of this entry »

Stress is my partner. He is always there. He just won’t leave me alone. Yes, I am talking about Stress – is the emotional and physical strain caused by our response to pressure from the outside world. In short, I am tension now!!!

Tension that so many things overdue. All of them need cash to solve it. I just wish I am financially independent and smart. I just wish nothing can affect my family, my kids development and happiness of their future. Yes, I am stress and I’m rambling all this out so they will all go away. I cannot get full sleep because my mind still fully awake thinking about all this. Yes, I am tension. Pressure from the outside world, yes I am. Read the rest of this entry »

Still awake and everything seems to be ok. So far, no house broken into case here. Yes, I know. I should relax myself. What can I say, I have this new thing on 1st May. You call it Phobia but I call it Family Protection. I actually applied annual leave just to be at home on this so called public holiday, the labour day! Cissss.

Just went down, checked every door and window. All secured. All lights on. Car still there and not opened. Double check by realarming it again. OK, I’m a bit happy now but still the sun is not out yet. I will only be happy when everything is ok by 6am. The sun should have come out by then.

For now, still here live. Thanks to Cindy for accompanying me a while ago in the messenger. Obviously, she was still up at 5am. Hahaha. She recommended me to get a dog to take care the house. Thanks there Cindy I will consider that. I have a phobia taking care a dog too. We have bad experience with our own last time. Here his story once upon a time a dog name Truggy!

Oh yes, we talked about the Liverpool match against Chelsea too.. LIVE. Hahaha. The only think that we did not chat about is the shipping boxes. Why should we, right? “Tidak kena mengena pun!”. Hahahaha.

OK, enough, 5 more minutes to 6am. I am making my round again downstairs. So till next posting, I love you all. Please comment again, muuuuaaaaah.

*** my twin Preston awake! sempat lagi buat susu untuk dia ~ 4oz coming!