These are some of the creation my wife made. She is much better than me when comes to graphics, arts or whatever in that nature. I just know how to drink and drive my radio control car. Hahaha. Just being honest to myself

Just looking at this pictures makes me feel all worth it staying in the office, still working this Saturday, at this 730pm (time of writing), while they all at home waiting for me. It won’t be long I tell you. I will one day soon step out of this job and be the boss of my own destiny. That time, spending more time with family and with my passion of Radio Control Racing. Life can be good I’m sure of it.

Sorry. So busy with other things. This blog need rest. My take on the last weekend, well let just say, SUCCESSFUL!

Keningau RC Speedway Race report made for rambling only. No picture.

I know I have won something using a sponsored car from KL and I know I need some kind of diet pills due to overdose food intake. We were staying in my brother in laws’ house in Keningau and thanks to him, we never left hungry. He is one good cook. I kid you not. I never eat rice for my breakfast but thanks to him, we did. I guess that’s why I won something for the first time in my RC career. Hahaha.

Wahhh, sorry to all friends. Only today and at this time I can write. Why? Because I’m in the office working today and not at home. Home is Family Time.

Anyway, just a short post. Supposed to be short okay. Before I start, Thanks for all the comments and silence that some of you made in this blog. I saw your traces coming here. Thanks All. I know who you are and I promise will give the same in return. Thanks.

I can’t write much but totally not a good feeling to start the day. I just cannot get rid the teacher’s comments on my JoshLuke behaviour and is this normal to everyone?

Sigh. Only on 4th day. Sigh. I noticed one new grey hair ‘popping’ on my head. Suffocating the minority of the black. Sigh. I already imagine when my Twins’ time to go to school. I probably die young like this. Sigh.

Busy weekend. Just updating this blog with few words or sentences or probably if I got the energy few photos for you all. Psst, I need energy to watch the full final of the Euro Cup Final lah. Between Germany vs Spain. MyJosh Luke is accompanying me now. He’s still watching channel 616 at this very hour.

I just summarize what we have been up to.

I’m totally speechless. Wife just told me, she keep vomiting this morning. When asked, she said she felt what’s the word for it, “loyah”, the feeling of wanting to vomit. Cannot be mah right. Oh no! Not again.

I could not and still cannot now say any more words. I’m totally speechless just thinking about it. NOT AGAINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN……………… NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

** nasib German menang isk isk isk … but still … uuuwaaaaahhhhh

What is FAMILY to you? What does it mean in real life other than what the text said and explained. How do you define the true meaning of the word FAMILY? Is it just a word in the dictionary or is it really has something more meaningful than just a word?

I am no good in elaborating the word FAMILY or any other words in English or whatever the real thing about it. All I know, it is the core of my life. Without it, I might as well die. Yep, I am being emotional. I am after all a Papa, father to this three little kids who know nothing about paying bills and taxes, debts and expenses. One thing they do know is LOVE. Pure virgin white love.

Thanks to my friend Gilbert for sharing this through email. I am so touched and feel real guilty. Sometimes things happened without realizing it. Wife said Mommy’s not perfect and I think me Papa even worst. I am guilty as charged too

Please continue reading and I hope you can feel what I am feeling right now too.

To all fathers out there, Happy Father’s Day to you. May all wishes come true. May all the children happy and healthy as you want them to be. One whole happy family, Amen.

I would like to dedicate this post to my own father who is always smiling and positive thinking. Even at his age at 73 and with constant visit to the Queen Hospital, he is still as healthy as he believes he is. Of course this is not 100% true when you look at his medical records and like hundreds of pills in his bag that he has to take to stay alive. In fact, he has been to the hospital so many times, with so many near-to-death situation and yet still survive to tell us more jokes during the family gathering. I sometimes wonder, is it his positive thinking that made him got through all these obstacles or just he is one plain lucky father.