Yeah, you can just ignore this. I’m in the middle of making, doing, finishing, whatever reports all overdue, all my jobs, my task to finally finish it. There one great long sentence full of BS meanings. Read the rest of this entry »

Yep, before I go to sleep, which I have to, you all should too if you still awake at this hour. I am awake not because I want to blog. Nope. I am not pressured to post anything on my personal blog and so, you can ignore this post too.

You still reading this?? Okay you ask for it. I am as usual when in the mood to type, I can type forever. To this I suddenly remember my friend Nick. If you do not know Nick the expert in long writing, as my poor English call it, then you are in the wrong circle of friends.

Anyway, back to typing forever. While my friend up there can type useful information, useful story for you to read, I am on the other totally the opposite. I can just type anything without any care of the meaning of the words, the spelling or the effect of my sentence. I am typing without looking at the keyboard and whatever come out from my head now is direct to this wordpress input box. I can talk just about anything irrelevant to anyone and yet I got paid for it. I love the world of blogging. Wait, I think I talk too much already and still have not mentioned about this so called best diet pills. There I mentioned it. I know, I’m good with this. Creative eh? I know who copied my style too but I keep silent coz I did not patent it. Hahaha.

Now I can rest in peace. See you all when I see you all. Your comments, if any, are very much appreciated. I am still waiting to give out my $10 gift to anyone say the right combo of words to me. Sigh.

Please ignore this post for I am in no mood to write but force to do it anyway. Nothing inside here that may excite or turn you on. I am actually just typing more words here and without any backspace as usual and just wasting my time here because I have to. You have been warned!!

Ignore this post once again. I am not supposed to do any blog posting for the rest of my holiday but I guess you just cannot ignore your ‘finance supplier’, and I’m not sure thats the right term for it but I think you all smart enough to know the meaning of it. yes, go ahead commnent … oops see, wrong spelling behind there. Nevermind, go read the Amazon books, maybe it can cure someone and learn something out of it. I don’t know what I am talking here. I just know I’m over the limit and I have to stop now.

See you all when I see you all. Okay for the friends that never leave me alone and always come back here which of course I love you all, I wanna tell you all something. I have drafted a few posts with pictures some more but I have no conclusion to the posts. So I end up leaving them as drafts. For a summary, story about grass, holiday, traveling, booking flight and some cute pictures.

Bah that’s all. 200+ words juga. Oh my goodness!

I’m writing this in one of the cyber cafe in Damai. I somehow escape from office, use my lunch hour period to check my 108 Gmails and will post this on scheduled time. By the time you read this, I probably be in the Karamunsing Computer heaven there to check for my new laptop power supply and maybe a new wireless router for my home. Damn it

I am very sorry to all I cannot reply all your comments and do blog hopping. I am sorry to all my sponsors for the overdue tasks, assignments and reviews. Everything is in the laptop. Its my life there and somehow its dead now. I hope I can go online on my own will and time. Home Internet also down.

So sorry and thanks to all who still keep coming back here. Even though no comment, i saw you coming too. Thanks.

Ok, time to pay at the counter. See you all when I see you all.

I cannot sleep now. I want to write something but I just cannot. I did a few steps of blog hopping and even that cannot make me to write something useful or anything. It is 4:37AM now and they all sleeping behind me. MamaJ keep saying what happen to you, no mood to write already ah?

MamaJ keep asking me where the stories you said you wanna talk about. With all the pictures you took, like thousands already ever since October about:

• laptop upgrade
• car service at home
• The Christmas party we had at keningau


Break here – Preston need milk again at 4:48AM. Will continue afterwards …

• and many others actually../ continuing in the office.. at 10AM.

  Damn .. its the same problem again. The damn Wireless connection!

  Fed up blogging from the office. Now I am really going to get the Celcom 3G. This time it is my own connection. No more through the office. See.. nothing can be done now…

  Counterstrike time lah. No, wait. That’s done. Let’s try … oopss….. better publish now….

Im not sure dis can get thru. Im typing as fast as I could. Office wireless has not been good to my laptop. I am working alone now and every little thing has me to take care of it. The hotline phone keep ringing. The intercom phone keep ringing and the tv is not working anymore. All I have to take care by myself. Any extra money or bonus working like this? NONE!!!

Other than Im really still in the holiday mood and has not back to reality – this damn connection really makes me like want to kick someone on the head kind of feeling. Just imagine the output is only 1Meg and you sharing with everyone. if its the normal browsing, reading and opening email ok but some go for the extra. Some go for video watching and even downloading 90MB of song. Bottleneck! Damn it. It is not my laptop. I have 2GB Corsair DDR2 RAM and I can even open photoshop editing some big picture while browsing with multiple tabs open. It is definitely not my laptop problem.

GGGGGeeerrrrrrrrraaaaaammm. So angry now. I am in the middle of replying everyone’s comment and boom just hang there or no connection. So marah now. If this is through today, you know I am angry now. If its delayed or somehow as draft only, well meaning this blog is dead! Maybe you all can go lepak somewhere else. I understand

After I clicked the “Publish” I am going to kill someone. It is counterstrike time. At least it is not lagging there and I am going to kill every terrorist out there with multiple bullets even though he’s dead already! No. Not with the machine gun. I am gonna use my knife. Yes Knife, so I can just stab non stop!!! GGGGGGGGGGeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammm!!!!

I hope after some killing people in this 3 hours mania, I hope by 4pm everything will be back to the reasonable acceptable connection. If not, I am so so gonna get my own mobile 3G connection. Yes, thats the solution!

Just another hiccup here. I have not been good to this blog and sorry for not been blog-hopping to your blog. In fact, NOT to anyone out there. Just it is my off days and I don’t feel like writing anything. Maybe later or maybe.. don’t know whenlah. So, I understand this blog is for now dead.

This is what happen when you are on diet pills! Uncontrollable! Pengsan!

Replying to post What do I miss most during and after pregnancy. Sorry, this is a very [tag]late reply[/tag]. I hope you all understand me. Do not worry, I will remember each and everyone of you. Thanks and to all newcomer here, welcome but totally sorry for the delay in replying and updating this blog.

Here my replies:
@Azmeen –

Personally, I’m not a superstitious person but I think some pantangs are based on facts and are actually good to adhere to.

I also think that it’s good for you to lay off the RC nitro stuff for the time being. With the twins around, I doubt that you can focus on both your kids and the RC truggies at the same time.

Something has got to give, and I’m sure you know which

It’ll just be temporary so… sabarlah bah

Thanks Azmeen. Yeah have to be patient here. Did once during Josh, will do it again for this 2P twins.

@flsam –

This is just temporary, I agreed with Azmeen. When your son are older, you can all the time. Sometime, we have to make some sacrifices. What more your twins identical sons will need your attention more than anything else. Family come fist.

flsam, thanks and yes temporary only.. family come first of course. Just happen that this temporary thing is not getting over in near future… i suspect longer than my Josh time.. well of courselah, double everything.

@Shemah –

I understand how you might be feeling. I assume my husband feels the same way too. I know that he, just like you, has his other passions but would never complain about sacrificing it for us. Don’t worry, you’ll get your chance. Maybe not now, but eventually you will.

Still haven’t got maid?? I’m still looking..

Thanks Shemah for understanding. Coming from a mother, I really appreciate your comment. And yes, sadly, no maid yet. So so “susah” life now and damn it i’m working now.

@Min –

Hi! Hang in there, I’m sure your sacrifices brings about alot of joy and happiness… this is just a temporary phrase, it will pass soon! once your twins grow older, then u’ll be able to enjoy playing games with them etc etc

Min, thanks I will definitely enjoying more when they’ve grown up. games, football, computer… everything… i hope i stay longer to enjoy all this later on.

@massy –

i got wedding invitation next month XD

Wedding again…. see u too massy [but not you right ]

@Yvonne –

So how’s life being a new dad to a pair of twins? dont sigh la.. I’m sure HuiSia will understand. The time with your little ones and your wife is important~~~ Congrats again~

Thanks Yvonne. Congrats on your move to Singapore

@aryst –

Yep…family come first…one thing that I’ve limited the time to do is playing games…man, I loves playing computer games…now, kena kurang2…sekejap istri panggil…sekejap anak minta attention..how to play games like that?…Hujung2, main selepas dorang tido but blogging mo taruk mana?…that is my dilemma now…I chose blogging coz I’m addicted to blog… tapi sekarang very busy…update blog pun susah…reply comment boleh la…

Thanks aryst – see you too busy. but as always, family come first. just happen mine double in everything.. stress level, headache, not enough sleep .. etc.. everything… but all for the family.. and its fun sometimes to change lampin and feed the babies milk.

@1+2 mom –

After be parents we have to give out something, like me. I like reading so much but with them i really have no time to read. They will keep calling me to do this and that, now if i have time i’ll take it to read blog or blog hop..haha..hobbie change jor.

1+2 mom – hobby change indeed. Hahhaa. Yeah, parents have to give out something else in order to get something back from your family. Priority priority. I love to read too. I always carry my computer, rc nitro mag beside me, near the babies cot. LOL.

@jacss –

i absolutely udrstd yr “missing” feelings!
we all been thru that…. as human are ‘greedy’ in nature but thank god u r wise & responsible, knowing what to prioritise, praise u !!
my 2 cents would be to enjoy & treasure these moments, time passes with a blink of eyes!!
i regret started blogging so late…….missed blogging abt their first 3 years and i SUPER missed their baby times now !!
dun worry, time will heal everything !!

thanks jacss – i also regret started blogging later.. but becoz of my 1st son i buy my laptop to find the extra money thru internet. Family always come first… whatever the other option… the only way thanks again.

@Annie Q –

I understand how u feel, because i also gone through that, but ur wife lucky, got a understanding hub to help her. Me if w/o maid no one is helping me. Even my hub he can have his normal activities as usual.And yet i have to sacrify my “leisure” and stay at home to take care the boys. So u’re not alone!

Annie Q – I have no maid too and parents too old to help… so life is tough..really tough now. Now im working, i hate every minutes without them. I already missing the babies cries and my Josh begging. I am not that good ‘hubby’ too. Deep inside, i just wanna run away and be with myself…. but of coz… that will never happen.. wife too good for me to ignore her
Thanks for sharing that Annie. Appreciate it much.

@hcfoo –

I think it’s better to follow all the pantang larang rather than ignoring them. So how’s life with a new born baby? Papa, I’m sure u enjoy changing diapers, feeding milk, etc

hcfoo! Miss you around. Sorry for the long pause to your blog. Thanks for dropping by here again. Life is getting tougher each day but seeing my babies getting stronger each day and sometimes smiling back at me… makes my sacrifice all worthy. Yes, im enjoying changing diapers, feeding and the most of all, carrying them around and trying to chat with them.. hahahhaa.

Friends and visitors, thanks for the encouragement and the best wishes. I will update this blog with whats happening with my life as new papa again [to those who wanna knowlah ]; and yes, lesser sponsored posting… but just for info, most of the paid posting are real stories that happened to me. I hope no one will go away knowing I’m posting sponsored links. I have like 18 opps, tasks to do as at now. All near due date and some still there eventhough expired.

However, on the other hand, I promise I will make them lesser. keeping friends happy are always better than making enemy. So, hang around ok. Do give me feedback on what you think I should do. As always, [tag]friends’ comments appreciated here[/tag]