Hmm, today’s feelings? I mean, up to this very moment? Not bad. I am alive. Not good, because I am still and working on Sunday… weekend and I am working. Shit!

Oh yes, now I am angry. I am not supposed to but yes I am now. Damn. I just want to let this out. That spoilt the whole thing here. Aiyoooohhhh!!

Are you happy with yourself? Bodily? Haha. I am not sure what I have just typed there but I hope you do. Haha.

I mean, If you are shorter than others, probably you have that feeling that “I AM SHORTER. WHY???” Ok, something like that. However, I do have a friend that complaint she is too tall … for the normal guy out there. Hahahaha. I totally understand that too. I mean, for a guy, why you want your girl to be taller than you?? Unless, either you been paid to have her or you have to because no other girl wants you anyway. Hahaha. Read the rest of this entry »

Oh man … thanks for this blog, I can just type whatever inside me and feel no regret about it. I don’t even give a damn about my language, spelling or whatever. Paid domain so, yeah, it’s all mine to brag about it.

Damn work. It is not I hate working but I do hate working for someone who does not appreciate me as a person and for my hard work. I so want to quit like right at the end of this February month … BUT BUT BUT … so many responsibilities and commitment to cover, it is not going to be an easy decision. Sigh.

Work work work. I just wish I can just step out and leave everything behind. I just wish I am happy doing whatever I love most and people appreciate it … and as a bonus, pay me so I can cover the bills and the kids’ expenses, school etc.

Oh man, Oh God, help me to get through this situation peacefully and happily, Amen.

Yeah, say thanks to GOD The Almighty every day of your life. Thanks for being alive and well.

I am saying thanks GOD for I am healthy now. Thanks GOD for giving me a wonderful, caring wife with wonderful sons – Twins in the mix too. I Thank GOD for listening my prayers even though I am not always doing that. I Thank GOD for looking after me for all my life and I am sure He will continue to do so even if I turned bad once in a while. So, Praise to GOD for everything. Read the rest of this entry »

How to stay healthy? how to be fit for everything? How to do it? Good questions. So what’s the answer?

Now, for me to stay fit, or become one is all depends on what you want to achieve. For one, I am fit enough to walk many miles if I have to. I carry all my kids if I have to. I can climb the kibabaig hill for my rock crawling outing, no problem. On the other hand, am I healthy? I think if you do not have a good heart, good legs and a good stomach muscle, you have a problem then. So if they are too big, reduce it. For the heart, if its pumping too fast, slow it down. Easy to say right? Hahaha. Read the rest of this entry »

New year brings everything new. Hopefully new means good things to me and the family. Hehe.

Oh well, so far most of the 2010 obstacles we conquered and crashed it away. Every day is actually a struggle to keep up. Especially the finance stuff. All stories cut short, it is my fault and now need other way to solve it.

How I wish they are simple obstacles. How I wish I can bring my family away from all these and starts new life. Sigh. Of course, as human, we have to face them as they come and bring the best out of them all. Got to think positive. Easy said than done but I got to do it anyway. Read the rest of this entry »

You OK or not if I want to continue talking about all my wishes here?

I am pretty sure many got fed up already reading this blog with all my ramblings about my wishes this and that but never once in like a month talk about my family. Right? Well, I also am fed up about this but if don’t type it here, like now, I have no mood later on to update this blog. You know, this blog is one of my source of income. Yes, just a small amount only but at least a few cents IN not OUT. Hahaha.

So, yeah. I am on my holiday today so I just want to type my heart out, with no care of the grammar or spelling. I just want to say I want to have lots of good things, stuffs in life can offer to me and be happy before I die. After all, if you rich but have nothing to show of, it will be a waste when you die.

So, enjoy yourself. If you have extra money, just buy whatever you wants. It can be the most stupid thing you ever bought but still, as long as you happy, that’s all that matter. Like getting the ipods. Everyone talks about it. In fact, so many companies out there even copied their styles. So just owning one is already a plus 10 to your coolness. Hahaha.

Of course, You OK or not???

Wife has been complaining that I need to start exercise. Not to lose weight but more to stay healthy. I know, I am not that young anymore and my kids are growing. Wife wants me to be healthy and strong so that I can keep up with the kids.

Just the other day, I brought my kids to the playground and I noticed, I can’t hardly keep up with them. I get tired so fast that less than an hour, I forced my kids to stop hahahahahaha, but surprisingly when I’m playing with my RC car, I don’t feel tired at all!!! hahahahahaha. Read the rest of this entry »