What is real? What?

Naaah. Is this feeling of mine while I’m in Keningau. So far I have survived 2 days handling big money and managing staffs here. All the fears before this kind of disappear and I started to have this confidence handling this task.

Funny, I suddenly like this job!!! I mean, really, seriously beginning to like this type of job posting. I can see outside, I interact with other staffs and people more. Unlike my other job (the current job spec), I only see walls and computers. So boring.

Oh well, I do not want to say it here but let say … IF, big IF, that out of nowhere my big boss want to station me here, I think I am going to take it. Maybe but worth considering it.

Well, just leave it like that. So far so good. Hope till the end of this week, everything goes smoothly, Amen

Yeah, I am in Keningau again but not for holiday. Damn working on someone’s else job!

Wanna see what I see here in this office? Let me get my Garmin Asus to Bluetooth the picture. Not that clear but what the heck. It is much better than saying words only, right. Ok wait, eh.

so boring the view, right?

Anyway, I will be here until the morning of 14th June. One full week!!! If you still not realized, there goes my school holiday plan to be with my kids. You angry or not? The one person I am replacing, guess what, she applied this week just so she could be with his family. What about me???? [meradang campur merajuk ni ]

I cannot sleep now. I want to write something but I just cannot. I did a few steps of blog hopping and even that cannot make me to write something useful or anything. It is 4:37AM now and they all sleeping behind me. MamaJ keep saying what happen to you, no mood to write already ah?

MamaJ keep asking me where the stories you said you wanna talk about. With all the pictures you took, like thousands already ever since October about:

• laptop upgrade
• car service at home
• The Christmas party we had at keningau


Break here – Preston need milk again at 4:48AM. Will continue afterwards …

• and many others actually../ continuing in the office.. at 10AM.

  Damn .. its the same problem again. The damn Wireless connection!

  Fed up blogging from the office. Now I am really going to get the Celcom 3G. This time it is my own connection. No more through the office. See.. nothing can be done now…

  Counterstrike time lah. No, wait. That’s done. Let’s try … oopss….. better publish now….

Im not sure dis can get thru. Im typing as fast as I could. Office wireless has not been good to my laptop. I am working alone now and every little thing has me to take care of it. The hotline phone keep ringing. The intercom phone keep ringing and the tv is not working anymore. All I have to take care by myself. Any extra money or bonus working like this? NONE!!!

Other than Im really still in the holiday mood and has not back to reality – this damn connection really makes me like want to kick someone on the head kind of feeling. Just imagine the output is only 1Meg and you sharing with everyone. if its the normal browsing, reading and opening email ok but some go for the extra. Some go for video watching and even downloading 90MB of song. Bottleneck! Damn it. It is not my laptop. I have 2GB Corsair DDR2 RAM and I can even open photoshop editing some big picture while browsing with multiple tabs open. It is definitely not my laptop problem.

GGGGGeeerrrrrrrrraaaaaammm. So angry now. I am in the middle of replying everyone’s comment and boom just hang there or no connection. So marah now. If this is through today, you know I am angry now. If its delayed or somehow as draft only, well meaning this blog is dead! Maybe you all can go lepak somewhere else. I understand

After I clicked the “Publish” I am going to kill someone. It is counterstrike time. At least it is not lagging there and I am going to kill every terrorist out there with multiple bullets even though he’s dead already! No. Not with the machine gun. I am gonna use my knife. Yes Knife, so I can just stab non stop!!! GGGGGGGGGGeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammm!!!!

I hope after some killing people in this 3 hours mania, I hope by 4pm everything will be back to the reasonable acceptable connection. If not, I am so so gonna get my own mobile 3G connection. Yes, thats the solution!

Oh yes, in the office, working like shit when everyone out there shopping or at least at home with the family. So, as usual, the only think I can post now is about my children. Missing them even just for little while. So here, my favorite of the day

I’m not sure what you can see from this picture that I found funny and smart; But I tell you, my son Josh is really funny when we least expected of him and pretty cool intelligent action. He is only 3 years. Aduuhhhh, pengsan!

I hate it when I have to work on Public Holiday, today on Deepavali. This is supposed to be a family day for me. I hate leaving my wife with the children alone at home. I hate it, period.

I woke up real early, as always by my loving alarm Mr. Wonder Boy, Preston. After 4oz, straight snoring back to his must-be-happy-dream because he was smiling when I left him. As early as 5:30am I was already on my way to Kota Kinabalu International Airport to send my mother and elder sister to Lahad Datu. They are on holiday till Monday with my younger sister there. My sister actually bought them tickets to her son’s “potong rambut” session this coming weekend. How I wish we can be there too – but as always again, WORKING ON WEEKENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK lah. enough of this.

I should not be talking about my breakfast on my rubbish story but heck story is still a story here. After all, if I’m in the mood to write, I just write, type and pek pok pek pok non stop. Well, I will stop if the twins wake up of course. hahaha.

Here how I started.

See, that’s my twins as my wallpaper this time. No more the Starcraft 2 Desktop. See, how chubby they are. Well, please look behind the Rojak and Soto, OK. That was my big breakfast. See the overdoze “kuah”! At RM3 only, I think I got a deal here. Hahaha.

Here, when the office wireless connected, I immediately browse my favourite mommy blog and one of my best friend too, Sasha Bla Bla Bla!

Guess what? After I have done with my overload, overdoze and entah apa lagi panggilan dia for my rojak plus soto daging, I immediately could not hold myself, I fell asleep there and then!!! I think I woke up around 1pm … in the office!!! Yaikkksss.
(to my boss, if you are here, You know I have been working hard and this is just a short nap actually, the other girls still awake btw )

I better stop talking about office story or else… no more office streamyx.

Hahaha. Yes, this is actually a morning story, really early in the morning of Sunday. I hope I finish typing this before the day turn to Monday. Hahaha. For info, i started this draft at 10:00am. In the office. Yes I was working from 9:00am to 7:30pm just now. During this time, I have put on hold due to work and some project. So, here I am at home. I hope I can finish this. And yes, I just stopped just now to feed Preston milk, duhh.

Anyway, just wanna jot down what I did on Sunday morning. I woke up at 6am due to, yes because of Preston again. He cried, no, let me correct that, he shouted for milk! Yeah, I do not need any alarm to wake up every morning. Preston just did that for me. Man I am lying if I say I like that shout. I hate it for sure but what to do, I just bite my lips, hold my fist together and jumped out of the bed and make 4oz of Mamex Gold. Done that after 45 minutes to one hour. Man Preston is one slow drinker. Obviously after that, he snored and fall deep asleep. What about me? Well, I cannot sleep already for it is my working day. I brought along all the used baby bottles and went downstairs.

Open main door grill, open windows, washed last night plates and switched on the water heater. Then came the rubbish part. I hate it when I have no plastic to use. We do not use the rubbish bin just like that. We put garbage plastic first. Thank GOD, I remember last night to buy the rubbish plastic from Giants. Here my favourite one.

See, the garbage bags can easily be tored from the rest of the roll. So easy and yes so neat. To Giant, well done

3 bags full of everything here, ready to thrown away. Yes, i bring them along to office to dispose it. I do not like waiting for the MPP people to pick up. They come once a week only. By the time, imagine the rubbish smell. Pengsan.

All right, to be continued.. Baby Presley cry again. Aiyoooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…………